Thursday, May 29, 2008

How dreadful! Where have I been?

Almost a month! Whew!

So much has happened... my daughter went to the prom and I meant to post a photo or 2. She was/is beautiful! Not only that, but she'll be 17 next week. Ok, so here's the gorgeous couple:


Lots of medical testing, so far all results are negative. Just have not been feeling well. My husband is doing a "Take Shape For Life" diet and doing great - and now he wants to get a personal trainer... And I finished another painting. Here it is:


It's actually an old painting that I finished in 2006. It was pretty much the black hole with the yellow membrane and red around it, with the same background, called "Embryo of My Grief." Sometime in 2007 I painted the yellow overlay and didn't know how to go from there. Then one day a couple of weeks ago I just was so overwhelmed and so unhappy because I wasn't feeling well and had no time for my creative life with all the rest of life going on that I just went at the painting. I've worked on it here and there, adding to the piece over the original painting, and yesterday I finished it. Again. But it's a different painting now, anyway.

Here's a detail. It's the egg.


It is a visual art lifelong theme for me - fertility, sperm and eggs. My art therapy thesis was entitled "Egg Therapy" - part of it was doing a bunch of drawings of eggs. Now, I've got these cysts on my left ovary and I might have to kiss it goodbye. Plus, I know I'm at a turning point, because I'm not happy with the way things are and the pressure's building. I have to make more room/time/energy for my creative life. And I hope that I find a way to make it coincide with money!!!!!

Sorry for the grumpy post. It's the rumblings of impending change.

And, by the way, happy Mercury retrograde.

Saturday, May 3, 2008

What I'm working on...

I started making this for myself... but have been too busy doing other things this week. I did make a rosary (first, and probably last, ever) for a dear friend, but didn't take a photo of it. I may ask her to let me do that, just because.


So this is what I'm working on, in more than one way. I'm not happy with my wire work and anyway, I've changed my mind about darkening the letters. So I'll have to take it all apart - something I almost never do. I'm so excited about new tools and materials! Now all I need is endless time (but I am hesitant to wish for something as dangerous as that!)